wondergirl18

I want you, in all the little ways I want you to be there, to hold my hand as we walk the streets, to wrap me in your arms as we lie in bed, to lean my head on your shoulder as we sit on the sofa. I want to wander through the woods with you and have a picnic in a field. I want to sit and watch the stars and I want to move closer when it gets cold. I want to go walking by the lake on a summernight and splash around in the shallows while we laugh. I want to hear your voice and to feel your heart beat as I lay my head on your chest. I want you, in all the big ways. I want you to hold me when I cry and I want you to tell me when you're sad. I wa

You're hurting her, you know? She knows she shouldn't, she knows she isn't supposed to love you. She knows there is someone else, she's known from the start. But the way you talk to her, the way you make her feel, the way you keep that little spark alive that says there could be more... it's what keeps her coming back. She doesn't tell you, or ask you what you feel, because she is pretty sure she already knows the answer. But she doesn't want to hear it from you, she doesn't want to hurt like that, she can't lose this little bit of happiness. The moments when she forgets, just for a little while, that it is all in her mind. The moment she con

Just breathe...

My angel has no wings, not raven black nor white as snow My angel does not have a skin that glows as bright as stars in the nights sky My angel is no ethereal being My angel is a person of flesh and blood My angel My angel is still good My angel is pure My angel cares for my wellbeing without even knowing it My angel keeps me from falling in the darkest pit My angel lifts me up without even touching me My angel whispers sweet thoughts into my mind when not even near My angel is here for everyone if you are open to it My angel

I want you I love you I need you I hate you I lost you I miss you I am sorry

It's not your fault, You didn't even know. You couldn't know, Then why do I feel like something could have happened Yet it did not. The feeling was there, The signs, That first evening we met again. Didn't you feel it? I thought you did. Maybe it was me, My not being able to tell you, Was that what made you slip away? Still I keep thinking, If only you'd tried. It's too late now, The moment has passed. I heard you found someone better now. I want you to feel it, If only those feelings were for me...

Just standing here Day after day Waiting for you to find a way And take notice That one moment that you will see me And only me Entirely No more holding back No more hiding in the shadows You're not supposed to live your life Afraid of you own feelings So why must I It's not fair that others get to feel So much more than me, Just because my feelings are too strong for me I want to feel all of it Experience The full of it Not having to run away when something starts stirring inside Just being able to let it all show without having to run and leave it all behind Staying all alone not being able to take it and having to let i

Teach me how to stay, Teach me how not to run away. Teach me the tenderness of love, Teach me the feelings I've always dreamt of. Teach me how to be yours without losing myself.